- Friday, July 4, 2014
Virgin heart wrecked
Is it true that first love never dies?
This story happened years ago when i first fall in-love and he became my inspiration that makes my life complete. No more problem comes when i am with him. I realized how it feels being in-love and being loved by someone. I won't last a day without seeing him.I always pray that this love will last until forever.My dream was to be with someone i love the most, and it was him that i dreamed before.
Until one day his mood changed and i don't know what happened. He doesn't even call or texted me. I don't know the reason behind then suddenly my friend told me that he was confronted by my brother and told him to stop the relationship with me because i am still studying and my parents want to prioritized my studies. When i knew it my heart breaks into pieces and i cried and cried to my friends. I understand the reason why he left and also my parents side but the sad part is that he doesn't told me that encounter and doesn't care what will i feel. I always told him that he really means to me and we promised that whatever happened no one will give up. I feel lost and alone when he leave.
It's really hard to move on specially when you give all the love and effort to someone. I call and texted him to fix the problem but he always rejected. I know that it just a trial how strong our relationship. Every night i cried because i can't accept that our relationship ends that way. My heart burst with sadness when i remember him but my friends are always there to lean on. I hated him for what he have done but then as time past i learned a many things. To accept that our relationship is at a wrong time because i know that he wanted to focus with my studies like my parents wanted. To realized that even we fight, still worthless because maybe we are not meant for each other. I really learned from this experience to become matured enough and accept it without regrets. I'd loved him with all my heart and soul that is why until now the wounds not totally healed.I miss all the memories we had before that even it causes a lot of pain i learned. I am happy because he became part of my life and hoping that one day when our path cross we will became friend and forget all the bitterness.
It takes time to move on but then life goes on. There are lot of things to make someone happy, those things will soon become memories but leaves a lesson. I've tried hard to fix our relationship because i don't want to lose him but he already give up. From then, i Realized that i keep on holding to someone who doesn't deserve to be loved.
My virgin heart wrecked but i know someday, someone will replace the sadness i felt. Someone who can show me the real meaning of love. And yes, it is true that first love never dies because your loved to someone not totally dies, we are just learning to accept it and move forward.
1 comments:
Move on na po :)
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